I DONT LIKE THINGS TO BE!

May peace upon you. i wanted to post abt smthng else actually but, i skip it and postpone anthr day cause i got smthng to blog nw. hmm. sch ends at 2 and i jst came bck. hmm, so much of YOU sending me bck home huh. nw, i understnd youre staying in jb .. yes youre abit late. but aft tt whn you reach thr alr, you went smoking w your friends FirST, .. greaat huh?

hmmm, emmirul was thr outside sch w azrul, kak bella and her boyf. so i went thr and hang fr awhile, while waiting fr him. riinnn's shy, she dint tag along. huhu. i hang w thm jst to wait fr ths guy. seriously, so much of waiting! if i could rewind time, i'll meet emmirul and aft tt jst head bck home. seriously! urqqqqh. you ask me to give you anothr chance, and yeaaah, FY! you knw, i felt stupid waiting fr you seriously!

i knw, syiqin buwat penat sham dtg sini jst to anta syiqin balek. but guess wht, you have jst make me felt stupid of waiting fr you to wait fr you finish smoke! Im jst farking MF angry, and it makes me, i jst dont wanna talk to you even! I DONT LIKE THNGS TO BE! gets it? even if im texting you, cntcting w you, i dont feel like, you dint even care abt me! th way you talk to me otp ystrdy, th way we went to sch togethr, .. Im learning to accept you, .. and frankly speaking, i still love emmirul, and i thnk you knws tt.

Everyday I fight for, all my future somethings.
A thousand little awards, I have to choose between, I could spend a lifetime.
Earning things I don’t need and That’s like chasing rainbows

I dont need a microphone To say what I been thinking.
My heart is like a loudspeaker Thats always on eleven.

At the end of the day, Its what you do and say.
That makes you who you are, Makes you think about, Think about it, Doesn’t it?
Sometimes all it takes is one voice to Take what you want.

Im only one voice in a million, But you aint taking that from me ..